If you want to find a repeater directory for your area, the best bet is to look it up on an internet search engine. For example, a couple of the 'hits' I got for my area from one search:
Repeater directory
www.artscipub.com/repeaters/New England Repeater Directory
www.nerepeaters.com/No need to pay a subscription fee on either, but I believe donations are accepted. Good luck and 73!