Several are direct replies to you from your questions posed in public forums like this one.
Nobody really wants you emailing them directly when they post messages on various forums, especially in the manner in which you have a history of doing. HIJ is
not the only person to whom you have sent what you claim are 'direct messages'. Nobody wants unsolicited emails from someone they view as a charlatan.
maybe you should re-think your online behavior
It seems that you may need to be the one to rethink their online behavior. HIJ called you out for sending him unsolicited emails. Others have as well. Most people get enough spam in their inboxes and don't really need any from The Ambassador.
Now, to put this thread back onto it's original topic. It's a shame that AMSAT-NA has chosen to take a path of deleting posts that are relevant to AMSAT. Especially when those posts are about a representative of the organization that posted extremist and terroristic threats against politicians. In the real world, people lose jobs over situations such as this but AMSAT-NA has chosen to 'just look the other way'. AMSAT-NA, in all seriousness, is being scrutinized by the worldwide amateur radio community. They aren't doing themselves any favors by involving themselves in yet, another, controversy. Between failed spacecraft, scandals and controversies, AMSAT-NA isn't exactly smelling like roses.
AMSAT-NA, it's a mess.